Gone

As you continue to break my heart. Were you ever really willing to step in.The many days, hours, minutes I've gone without your presence. Its a wonder that, you still continue to even fake an effort. That's just the game you play, and as I lose every time, I still continue to put all my chips on your side. The slight pinch of an ounce of respect that I had for you, gone. Do you care, not sure. But you will miss me when I'm gone from you.

Will there be a lessoned learned on my part ever? I'm sure of it now. Will I be there the next time you want the keys to my heart, no there will be a lock that only the power of God can open up.

This too shall pass says my heart, and you won't grow weary, you still have many miles to go before you will ever be broken. Don't fret says my mind, for life has only just begun. Like a pheonix rising from the ashes you will continually evolve, says my soul. Pain may come but not even the addictions of the worst addict can throw you off your course. From the pain of a bruised heart. I will be healed.

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